As the year comes to an end(13 days to my doc's appointment,23 days to Christmas,26 days to camp) and 29 days to January 2009, I would like to use this time, and post my public thanks to,
In no particular order:
Have helped me to understand the Bible better(Rachel and Gim Yong)
As a group helped me to adapt to church, and bearing with me and all my c**p(Phileo)
The whole youth ministry's pastors and leaders.
My cell leaders(former and current) Seah and Kok Hong for helping me adapt to cell
a person i consider a very good friend(am i even worthy?) that i can open my heart to to a certain extent: Jasmin(thanks for lending a ear to all my grouses), a friend that always seems to be there when i need one.
to all who have remembered me when I returned after 2 years away.(Moses,Zachary and many others, you know who you are), up to now i apologize that i do not know some of you who know me.
To all who made my camp life as comfortable as possible(I didnt how to appreciate one of the best rooms in the nus campus):(
And to all who i have left uncredited, I apologize.(too many of u lah)
Thank you all for helping me to live in church a life as normal as possible.
Last and Most of all.
THANK GOD FOR SENDING YOU ALL!:)
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
Monday, 29 September 2008
Roundup of the closing of Sep.
As Sep closes, this mth will b remembered 4 me:
1.having 2 attacks in 3 weeks
2. having my left hand jammed in between 2 auto doors.
3.managing 2 get my right index finger n left middle finger(at diff times but at the same place within 24 hrs of each other) injured bcos i knocked into a plastic hanger by accident at my house.( btw,i juz hit it lightly).
4. getting more sensitive 2 sounds n movements(I'm remedying that tho. Thank God.)
5. knowing my limits and (sometimes) trying 2 break them, but rarely successful.
6. going on a comments spree on facebook.
And finally, realizing how screwed up my life is and moving(slowly)but still moving 2 change that as well.
Closing notes: A few days ago,my mum read 2 me a book by Pastor Henry W. Wright. Of cos she didnt read thewhole thing,but anyway, after she read it, I saw this words which i believe were from God(Pharaoh,Moses,The Ten Plagues and Hardened Heart.) KH told me his interpretation of these words,but if any1 out there would like enlighten me more wif their interpretation, go ahead n do so in the"comments" section.
Thanks.
1.having 2 attacks in 3 weeks
2. having my left hand jammed in between 2 auto doors.
3.managing 2 get my right index finger n left middle finger(at diff times but at the same place within 24 hrs of each other) injured bcos i knocked into a plastic hanger by accident at my house.( btw,i juz hit it lightly).
4. getting more sensitive 2 sounds n movements(I'm remedying that tho. Thank God.)
5. knowing my limits and (sometimes) trying 2 break them, but rarely successful.
6. going on a comments spree on facebook.
And finally, realizing how screwed up my life is and moving(slowly)but still moving 2 change that as well.
Closing notes: A few days ago,my mum read 2 me a book by Pastor Henry W. Wright. Of cos she didnt read thewhole thing,but anyway, after she read it, I saw this words which i believe were from God(Pharaoh,Moses,The Ten Plagues and Hardened Heart.) KH told me his interpretation of these words,but if any1 out there would like enlighten me more wif their interpretation, go ahead n do so in the"comments" section.
Thanks.
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
Roundup of the "major" events for "the week that was" 15 Sep-20 Sep
Tuesday 16 Sep
Went 2 c the doc. The visit was a lil longer this time. Keppra was eased off bcos of the(possible) aggravation of the side effects that i had suffered for so long. Added on Clobazam,also known as Frisium(I cun find it anywhere on Drugs.com) Apparently its a banned drugs in certain countries.
Thursday
Went back 2 office 2day. Feeling that the med withdrawal actually works but Frisium doesnt really help much.
Saturday.
Went for prayer walk arnd SPD and grace's sch(La'salles). wun really elaborate bcos there were certain sensitive issues brought up. Hung arnd grace's place till abt 530,then kh drove the grp 2 church. He cldnt go bcos of a prior appointment.
It was Baptism svc and being there alone reminded me of what happened during my own baptism last yr. That nite was pretty amusing.
Pastor Michael Ross Watson Rocks! He shld try out writing songs 4 da church. He preached using Revelations 1. Was surprised 2 know that he ever rode a motorbike and played football wif his best pants on. "Son of the King".He sure deserves that title 4 all that he has done in his life n others'.
Went 4 dinner ltr on. Officially separated from ben's side. So sad. He cldnt accept the word "separate" so I had 2 use "individualise" instead.
Today I saw leonard(joe's bro) smile for the 1st time. It wasnt flashy but was a solid straight smile. After dinner, joe,leonard n i chatted 4 quite awhile abt computers and stuff, was a very interesting conversation.
As we were abt 2 finish up n leave, ronald voiced that he "cldnt say anything" bcos he didnt know much abt comps,juz abt how 2 use them. It reminded me of the feeling that i felt as well previously(sometimes still feel it) that every1 was in sch but i wasnt, so they had common topics 2 talk abt,while i juz stoned over at my seat.
It made me realize how sometimes pple can feel so left out, after all I 've gone thru it b4. My consolation 2 ronald was there if every1 knew their computers inside out, comps technicians wld b out of a job. Dunno whether that was really much of a consolation tho.
Went 2 c the doc. The visit was a lil longer this time. Keppra was eased off bcos of the(possible) aggravation of the side effects that i had suffered for so long. Added on Clobazam,also known as Frisium(I cun find it anywhere on Drugs.com) Apparently its a banned drugs in certain countries.
Thursday
Went back 2 office 2day. Feeling that the med withdrawal actually works but Frisium doesnt really help much.
Saturday.
Went for prayer walk arnd SPD and grace's sch(La'salles). wun really elaborate bcos there were certain sensitive issues brought up. Hung arnd grace's place till abt 530,then kh drove the grp 2 church. He cldnt go bcos of a prior appointment.
It was Baptism svc and being there alone reminded me of what happened during my own baptism last yr. That nite was pretty amusing.
Pastor Michael Ross Watson Rocks! He shld try out writing songs 4 da church. He preached using Revelations 1. Was surprised 2 know that he ever rode a motorbike and played football wif his best pants on. "Son of the King".He sure deserves that title 4 all that he has done in his life n others'.
Went 4 dinner ltr on. Officially separated from ben's side. So sad. He cldnt accept the word "separate" so I had 2 use "individualise" instead.
Today I saw leonard(joe's bro) smile for the 1st time. It wasnt flashy but was a solid straight smile. After dinner, joe,leonard n i chatted 4 quite awhile abt computers and stuff, was a very interesting conversation.
As we were abt 2 finish up n leave, ronald voiced that he "cldnt say anything" bcos he didnt know much abt comps,juz abt how 2 use them. It reminded me of the feeling that i felt as well previously(sometimes still feel it) that every1 was in sch but i wasnt, so they had common topics 2 talk abt,while i juz stoned over at my seat.
It made me realize how sometimes pple can feel so left out, after all I 've gone thru it b4. My consolation 2 ronald was there if every1 knew their computers inside out, comps technicians wld b out of a job. Dunno whether that was really much of a consolation tho.
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